We just dive wildly into the great surging river of Life and are swept away on a life-giving current sooooo much larger than ourselves that we cannot do anything but REVEL in it. Become it. it’s a bit like having an orgasm. Once started we cannot stop it. We become Life in Motion, Intelligence in Motion. We allow ourselves to let go and become the river, become Life. Become what we really and truly ALL are.

THAT is what we are here for, not to just go wild water rafting and have a few exciting moments on our holidays, but we are meant to have exciting moments every minute of every day.
God did not create us for the mundane, he created us for just what you wrote here, Robin and he must be ecstatic that somebody understands.

My uncle could never understand how I didn’t get in a stew – well I did, but I rationalised it & then got on with where we were at. I give/gave them what they would appreciate – their needs are/were consumate at this time, however inconvenient it is for me.

I think your conversations about rationalizing your circumstances are spot on and keeping you able to cope with it, I am sure.
And the conversations that your other family members are having, are definitely not always as contributing.
It is great to still have conversations with your mother and she is blessed to have you listen and cater for her needs and counting your blessings so you can have this amazing time with her.

Yes, the weather here is amazingly good at the moment, however there is always another side to this, we need rain for the veggies and the paddocks and our water tanks are low.

The infinite is also a really hard concept to get one’s head around, however as Ann-Marie says, it is worth to stick with it because an uncarved block has a lot of potential.
I second what Ann-Marie says about our questioning together, it will be quite something. Wilma xox