If investigated a year ago I would have denied that I had lots of opinions.
And if by chance some would have been uncovered I would have denied responsibility and blamed my parents 
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No more denying though, I’ve seen the light and the fact that I have opinions which hugely influence my actions!
Having gone unnoticed for much longer some of those opinions could have made me lose out on great health care and a supple body.
Lucky for me I have a healthy dose of curiosity and being a ‘yes’ to some of John’s invitations has helped to unstuck some of my opinions about health care, thank goodness.
Until now my body has very seldom given me grief, so in my opinionated mind such things as aerobics, Pilates and having massages were all an indulgence that wouldn’t add much to my health and thus were not important.
In my opinion I didn’t need it and it was only for a certain type of people anyway.
Observing my thoughts is funny and I am glad I can do it without upset.
Intriguing where my thinking leads me and how important it is to be aware of the company I keep.
And I am so lucky with the people around me, my goldmines, my insulin.
As you can see I have been onserving what is going on and I compare it with ‘diabetes’, needing insulin; but this is ‘mental diabetes’.
I am so surprised that I am manifesting anything good at all.
As manifesting relates to our thoughts and how we feel about things I am honestly surprised that not everything I have created falls apart or goes up in a puff of smoke as soon as it appears.
I have realized that I am playing a dangerous love-hate relationship game that results in inconsistent and careless thoughts, which is more destructive than I imagined.
I am sure that if you were told that you had a gold mine in your garden, you would never forget that and you surely would prospect that gold, wouldn’t you?
Oh why, oh why do I have to be reminded of my goldmine over and over again?
I wrote about it in a previous post and I still didn’t think of my goldmine when going up North looking for properties.
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