Frustrated!

I sometimes get so fed up with the difficulties I am having changing how I live.
It requires a lot of rigorous practice to live according to the exciting new ways and I find that tough.
Life and lame social activities can distract me from what is really important and if I am not vigilant enough, bingo back to stupid square one I go. FRUSTRATING!

Granted. I do read THE books, do watch THE movies and do attend courses but doing the main thing, ‘practice and experiencing’ is hard work.
It takes a lot of time to digest the information and to apply it rigorously enough to experience the message in one’s own life.

Explanation of reality.

Well, you cannot say life is dull when you do things.

Our house is no longer for sale and we are kind of back to square one and looking at our options.

It shows that you can have goals, put plans into action and yet there is no guarantee that things will go as you planned.
The wonderful thing is of course that we don’t have to sell and that there are other options to get to our Garden of Eden.
However having said that, I think we always have options in life as long as we are not too rigidly attached to outcomes (haha, I am learning) and as long as we have friends (haha, I got those).

Back to basics.

See, even Seth Godin is on about money and what to spend your time on.
I just read his post called ‘The Wealthy Gardener’.

So here he goes;

At a seminar at the local library, someone asked, “how do I make a lot of money blogging?”

My guess is that at last week’s seminar, the one on growing orchids, no one raised his hand and said, “how do I make a lot of money growing orchids?”

Money.

Want to accelerate your learning around money!
Great, put your house on the market now or play the share market and you will accelerate your learning tenfold, guaranteed.
But make sure you have friends, lots of good friends.
On your own you will cave in and money will keep ruling the roost!

As you guess the sale of the house is quite a learning curve AND I am finally getting fed up with how our life is dominated by money.

Choosing manifesting above surviving.

. Well in case you were wondering, we are still busy with the sale of the house. But my initial higher purpose of manifesting our Garden of Eden is rapidly turning into a lower level existence of feeling fear, anger and lack.

The house we were wanting to sell.

How to keep manifesting my higher purpose when I struggle with the current breakdowns in the housing market?

I watch myself having righteous thoughts about the imminent sale disaster that is sure to strike and our bad luck!
I have to watch my current thoughts which seem to be obsessed with the negativity of this whole situation.