For a period of time I usually woke up with a cramped feeling and a voice which said; “Oh no, another day where I need to find important things to do to reach that big goal of building a boat by 2008”.
So before I was out of bed I was stressed and ready for another extremely bad hair day.
All the recent holidays and the talk of structures on our Trek Education course made me think.
There was a time when I had a job. For weeks beforehand I clung to the holiday thought. Reading any enriching books that remotely could contribute to work on holiday was unimaginable. On my holiday I wasn’t going to enrich anything other than my waistline.
I was anxious and unsettled this Sunday; just the mere thought of having the responsibility to produce a serious blog site got the better of me.
I thought all that talk about creating and manifesting is good and well, but who tells me I am on the right track with this blog? There are millions of other blogs and who is waiting to read mine?
“All that spiritual talk is about intangible things and how do I find out what to spend my time on and how do I know what I do is right”, I raged.
Help….observing yourself is harder than it looks.
John encourages us to “observe ourselves”. Because once you know what is so, you can start to change things and eventually shift paradigms. The problem however is this.
I cannot observe myself to find out what is so…….
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